Anxiety is a Thief
Carolyn Mcculley
In the days following the
student massacre at Virginia Tech,
Olivia felt enveloped by free-floating anxiety. She would sleep
fitfully, waking up with periodic worries that someone would open fire
in the subway or in her office. Lying awake in the middle of the night,
she would tell herself that God was still on His throne and that she
could entrust her life to Him. But still she stared into the darkness
for hours.
Unlike Olivia’s event-driven anxiety, Liz has always
wrestled with worry. She freely labels herself a perfectionist,
seemingly unaware of the link between her driven, performance-based
lifestyle and the chronic anxiety that keeps her stomach in knots and
invades her dreams at night. In particularly stressful situations, she
finds herself tempted to return to the anorexia of her adolescencefood
being the one thing she feels she can control without interference.
Both
women are believing Christians, active in their churches and faithful
in their personal devotions. But in each of their lives there are
pockets of unbelief, which seeps out as anxiety. Neither would
immediately see the root of their concerns as unbelief, but if theyand
weare willing to examine Scripture, we will see our Lord’s clear
diagnosis: O you of little faith! (Matthew 6:30).
Do not
lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy
and where thieves break in and steal, but lay up for yourselves
treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where
thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.
The eye is the lamp of the body. So, if your eye is healthy,
your whole body will be full of light, but if your eye is bad, your
whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light in you is
darkness, how great is the darkness!
No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one
and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the
other. You cannot serve God and money.
Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life,
what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you
will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than
clothing? Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor
gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not
of more value than they? And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life?
And why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the
field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, yet I tell you, even
Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. But if God
so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and tomorrow is
thrown into the oven, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? (Matthew 6:19-30, emphasis mine)
Anxiety reveals that we have a treasure that we are concerned about
losing. If our treasure is here on earth, it’s understandable that we
would be tempted by anxiety because truly it will not last. But if our
treasure is measured by the things of eternity, we have no need to be
anxiousthose treasures are perfectly secure.
Treasure, however, can be hard to gauge. If we are actually hording
possessions or finances, this passage can be quite relevant. But what
about our treasures of personal security, popularity, romantic
relationships, or a future without unpleasant surprises? If our waking
thoughts are dominated by these ideas, quite simply we are mastered by
them.
This passage shows us that worry is an attempt to usurp the throne of
the omnipotent, omniscient One. We think God is not sufficient for the
task of protecting what we treasure, so we try to exert some control
ourselves. Like Olivia, we may worry about death, but this passage
shows us we cannot even add a single hour to our lives (v. 27). Death
is out of our control, but it is not out of God’s control. Our anxiety,
however, certainly diminishes our effectiveness and fruitfulness while
we are alive. Like Liz, we may so value our reputations and the
approval of others that we live in a stressed, driven manner. Or we may
decide to exert control in extreme ways, such as refusing to eat.
Author and pastor Robert Jones says worry reveals our competing treasures. In an article titled Getting to the Heart of Your Worry published in the Journal of Biblical Counseling,
Jones writes: Your worry is a sign that in some way you are trusting
in yourself, that you are building your life on things or people other
than Jesus. Your anxiety is an automatic indicator of a heart that is
not fully following the Lord but is temporarily following something
else. . . . To worry is to denyin practical waysGod’s power, wisdom,
and love for you in your situation. To worry is to forget the full
implications of your identity as one of God’s chosen, adopted, and
deeply loved children.
Instead of hoarding possessions,
reputations, or achievements, this passage in Matthew 6 highlights what
we are to do. Verse 33 says: But seek first His kingdom and His
righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. Anyone who
has been a Christian even for a short period of time can recite this
passage, but most of us only manage to be shifty-eyedlooking toward
God some of the time and then stealing glances at our treasure piles
to ensure their existence and safety.
This passage promises us
abundance. Not only will our heavenly Father see and provide for our
needs here on earth (v. 32), Jesus invites us to seek first what is the
greatest treasure: God’s kingdom and His righteousness.
Anxiety
is a thief. It not only steals the abundance of peace that belongs to
the children of God, it also steals from God’s glory. But we can bank
on God’s promises of provision in this life and eternal riches in the
next.
reprinted from crosswalk.com